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| A full moon of possibilities! | The Spring inspiration is imposing its forceful hand onto my brain once
again. I sit here, with no internet connection, typing in a word
document because my fingers just need to speak. I have read 2 books
since last night due to lack of internet use. Some writing is in order.
I keep staring at the little computers down there, hoping my steady,
faithful connection will come back to me. No such luck as of yet. Today
I worked and it was fun. I found myself acting as a sort of
mood-elevator for everyone at work, and I feel most at home in that
position. Everyone was down in the dumps about something, and by the
end of my shift we were all laughing. Truly a very harmonious day....
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| | Posted: 3/19/2008 at 00:44 | Read 33 times | 1 comment | Leave Comment |
 | When life clicks | Today was a gorgeous day. The sun was shining, the breeze was warm, and
I was driving in my car all afternoon. I got out! I brought the trash
down my mountain range of a street, and headed off to Augusta to take
care of some business. I went to Barnes and Noble and read while I
drank a latte. I was almost blown over as I walked back to my car. I
went to my parents' house with the feeling of owning the whole world.
My bank account is cushy, my new phone is on its way, and I realized I
have nothing to worry about ever again...
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| | Posted: 3/17/2008 at 21:00 | Read 29 times | 0 comments | Leave Comment |
 | Taking Chances | Today has been quite an outstanding and enlightening day. Earlier, I
found myself in the pleasant position to help out a friend. Her biggest
problem is going to be the focus of this blog, and I strongly encourage
all who read this to really think about it. I will kick things off with
one, simple question: What do you have to lose?...
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| | Posted: 3/16/2008 at 21:25 | Read 31 times | 0 comments | Leave Comment |
 | The Winds of Change | I had previously planned on working on my website today, but now that
today is here, I am feeling like I would much rather do something I
enjoy, rather than something that seems like work. Especially since I
have to work tonight. So I have FINALLY, since about 4 yesterday,
gotten my internet to work, and I am taking advantage by letting you
all know what this Spring means to me...
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| | Posted: 3/13/2008 at 11:04 | Read 21 times | 0 comments | Leave Comment |
 | By George, we have alignment! | ...It's starting to feel normal. Living alone again. I am remembering how
it was, and it's become so much easier getting used to it again. It's
going to be nice to still have someone around to talk to and hang out
with, but not a boyfriend that I have to do things with and constantly
be with. It sounds like just what the doctor ordered right now....
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| | Posted: 3/13/2008 at 02:16 | Read 35 times | 0 comments | Leave Comment |
 | Stress, much? | I had to get this out, basically, for my own sanity. I wish I could
just acquire and then keep the little nuggets of good that I keep
finding, but it seems as though everything is piling up and making me
revert. I'm reverting to mopey, snappy, cry at the drop of a hat, why
is this all happening to me, etc Jen, and I really don't like it. I
hate the feeling of losing something good I had. A good perspective, a
good mood, just an overall good feeling. I think I woke up too early...
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| | Posted: 3/12/2008 at 10:44 | Read 25 times | 0 comments | Leave Comment |
 | Heads Up | I didn't realize until I just typed that title that it could possible
have a double meaning in this blog. "Heads Up" as in cluing you all
into my next career move, and "Head's up" as in my basic adjusted mood
these days...
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| | Posted: 3/11/2008 at 01:14 | Read 20 times | 0 comments | Leave Comment |
 | I'm Okay | | I have footing, and new things to focus on, and I truly am okay. I hope
I didn't worry anyone. Yay for fresh perspectives and new starts and
going with the flow of the universe. I lost my trust that things happen
the way they should, but I have regained that faith. Oh yeah, and when
I said this decision was hasty and on the fly, I was just trying to
convince myself of that so I would have a reason to try and keep what I
was used to. It was an outright lie and I didn't want to admit that I
had been thinking about it for a while, and there was a reason for it.
Several, in fact. It was nobody's fault, just the will of the natural
order of things and I have finally realized that. I'm moving on. :) | | Posted: 3/10/2008 at 10:53 | Read 24 times | 0 comments | Leave Comment |
 | Operation: Get through the days | So breakups suck. Especially when they were too hasty. Even more so
when the dumper finds herself regretting her stupid, stupid, on the fly
decision. I don't want to write too much about it because I need more
time to process and think, but I think I owe it to you guys to let you
know the origin of the dark turn my writing could possibly take, or a
lack of posting altogether...
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| | Posted: 3/9/2008 at 09:51 | Read 22 times | 0 comments | Leave Comment |
 | The Power of Wang Chung | I have been a huge fan of music ever since I could hear. As a child, my
dream was to become a singer, and I cannot count how many times I was
told to "shut up" as I belted it out in my room and around the house.
Music has always been a big part of my soul.
Over the years I
have accumulated thousands of songs, most of which are presently
compiled on my computer. I am forever making playlists as I rediscover
songs I haven't listened to in a while, and as I acquire new favorites...
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| | Posted: 3/6/2008 at 12:38 | Read 21 times | 0 comments | Leave Comment |
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